What if I have to go for surgery?
What if while I am gone I do something or say something to make more people mad?
What if when I get back I lose more friends?

What if I don't tell anyone?
What if I don't have surgery even if I need too?

What if things are worse than they seem?
What if this just keeps happening?

What if all I end up doing is hurting people?


There are just so many what if's and there doesn't seem to be any answers. What if there aren't any answers? What happens if all of it happens? What happens if none of it happens?

UGH

What if???