I have come to realize that my issue with hugs really symbolizes my issue with life. I like hugs, I want hugs, I need hugs... but does anybody want a hug from me.

I wonder if I am worthy of hugs... I wonder if someone does hug me is it just because they feel like they have to hug me or do they want to.

I still worry that is someone hugs me... it will lead to nothing but trouble for them. Nothing put pain and sorrow.