Today someone was here and was going on how much better my depression is and how glad she is that I am not where I was a year ago when I felt like I was unwanted, unneeded, and a bother and a pain... I just couldn't tell her that what she is seeing is more of a good front. I think the "better" is that I have settled enough to be able to hide it better... not that I am actually better.

I function but sometimes just barely. I have websites I want to do, things that I promised to do and need to do... I just don't have the whatever to.