They all deserve a better friend than me. All I have been lately is a bother and a nuisance. When I am down if I post online all I do is piss more people off. One friend, well, isn't very good at the listening and talking stuff. Another friend I know I have been taking advantage of and should not be doing that.

They all have better friends. Friends who can help them and not hurt them. Friends who don't drag them down.

My body is a mess. My mind is a mess. When looking at the positives and the negatives, there isn't much of anything in the positive column.

One way or another I have to extract myself so that they can move on with the people who are better friends.

:'-(