You know with all of the events this summer and fall I questioned why anybody would want to be my friend or care about me. I wondered why I got the post cards, get well cards, etc I got... I just couldn't believe that there were any people out there how cared. I think I have gotten my answer. I think when it is convenient for them to care then they do... Otherwise, not so much. Well not everything in life is convenient, I sure as hell know that.

I guess I don't want to be cared about only when it is convenient.