Tonight I almost reached my limit, my line. Today has had it's ups and downs but I thought things were starting to go okay. I had some peace and got to talk to my 2 closest friends.

Then my family came home and everything went to hell. I know that I have a bad temper and can fly off the handle at times, but my sister takes the cake and usually she goes off for really stupid reasons and I just about can't take anymore.

I have been trying to keep my temper down (unfortunately I have lost it at Dad once or twice) with her to avoid any more stress... However, I think it is all taking a toll on me. When she started in I just wanted to pull the sheet over my head and disappear. My stomach, which hasn't been good anyway, started churning and I wondered if I would be sick.

To be honest I really did want to disappear, any way I could, permanently.