It has been an interesting couple of weeks, nay months. Some of the same medical problems keep rearing their ugly heads and that sends me for a loop. The only thing that has happened lately is that I have begun to realize I do have friends... And for some reason they even seem to like me.

I guess that just lends to the idea that there are people out there who would miss me if I wasn't here. That is nice to know. I am not sure that means I am totally okay yet, but it does mean that I might be moving in that direction.

When I read what I just typed, it scares me a little. Not that I had thought about not being here... More along the lines of does anybody care and if not, what do I do to make them care. Even that sounds bad. I mean, I know I do and have had friends. I guess I was just unsure why I had friends. Matter of fact, I am still not sure why??? Maybe that is just it, it isn't so much why you have friends, just that you do...

So, to my friends: THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIEND!