I am just tired for one thing. However, I am also tired of being the kid in this family. I am tired of being seen and not heard. I am tired of my sister giving me that look and little laugh she has that says, "Be seen and not heard." I am tired of everyone being older than me at family functions, unless they are really kids.

I guess I am tired of not having my own social network and I am tired of my family not realizing that. I am also tired of hearing about all of the things that she got to do when she was younger and her social group when until a min. high school I didn't have a social group.

I am tired of the fact that I turned down many invitations to parties and events because they occurred on Saturday. I believe it is the sabbath and is supposed to be kept holy, but I don't think going to a party with your friends and having a good, clean time is against those principles.

I am old enough that I shouldn't have to argue with them over every little detail when I know what I am doing.

I am just tired.