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      • Each day, a little less...
        12/28/09
        So for a while I had started to pick up and feel a little better. Now it seems like the last few days, each day has gotten a little worse and a little worse. It feels like I have a little less strength each day and a little less desire to move forward each day. I just keep thinking maybe this is

      • A better friend.
        12/26/09
        They all deserve a better friend than me. All I have been lately is a bother and a nuisance. When I am down if I post online all I do is piss more people off. One friend, well, isn't very good at the listening and talking stuff. Another friend I know I have been taking advantage of and shou

      • Hugs
        12/21/09
        Sometimes I feel like I just need a hug. I just want a hug. However, I know I can't let anyone hug me.

        I have always been the type that has wanted hugs. I have always felt like when my friends and family was in pain I wanted to hug them... To hold them if even briefly to try and

      • Who needs me...
        12/17/09
        I just keep going over who needs me. I mean Dad needs me now... But after he is gone who really needs me? I don't think there is anybody who really needs me. For that fact I am not sure there is anybody who really, totally wants me. It might take time but they would eventually just forget

      • Just can't...
        12/11/09
        I just can't... I can't deal anymore. I can't keep pretending. I can't be here anymore.

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