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      • Peace...
        11/29/08
        I don't know why but for some reason I seem to be at peace tonight. It is really nice.

      • Bugging Me...
        11/29/08
        There is or maybe I should say was something that was really bugging me. However, now... Well, I don't know exactly but it doesn't seem to be bothering me.

        I had this feeling that nobody really cared what happened to me. I know that sounds stupid but it all seems to stem fr

      • Thanksgiving...
        11/27/08
        Well today is Thanksgiving and for the most part on the surface it was a good day. However, for some reason I am just not doing very good. My stomach has been on the fritz for several days and that hasn't been good. More than anything it is my emotional state. I just have wanted to hide and

      • Well...
        11/09/08
        At least tonight the IV is running like it is supposed to. I slept most of the day, I guess that is expected with last night. Things have been fairly quite today. I hope that holds out for a while. I am still down, but not quite as bad.

        I think maybe she is starting to see some of t

      • Drip, Drip, Drip...
        11/09/08
        It is now early in the morning and I am waiting for my IV to finish. The stupid thing is wanting to run slow. I could really use the sleep but instead I decided to look back through some of my email. Boy have I got more irritated, grumpy, and just plain down as the days have passed. The biggest

      • SAD
        11/08/08
        I don't know why but tonight I am just sad.

      • The line...
        11/04/08
        Tonight I almost reached my limit, my line. Today has had it's ups and downs but I thought things were starting to go okay. I had some peace and got to talk to my 2 closest friends.

        Then my family came home and everything went to hell. I know that I have a bad temper and can fly o

      • Snippy
        11/03/08
        Tonight I found myself snipping at Dad. While I do believe I was correct with some of what I snipped at him about, it is not good. I know he is getting more and more stressed and so am I. We both just seem to be getting angrier and angrier for no reason.

        We also had a case of father

      • UGH!!!!!!!!
        11/01/08
        SHUT THE HELL UP!

      • The long and the short of it...
        11/01/08
        Well, this summer has been interesting to say the least. Basically from July 7th to October 18th, minus a few days here and there, in one hospital or another. A few of those days were really, really bad. In fact, those days people wondered if I would make it. Not a nice thing to think about.
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