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      • A rock and a hard place...
        10/18/09
        So I feel like I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. At times I really need to talk to someone but I don't have one... So I try to talk to everyone but I feel like I do that I am bothering them. So if I talk them I feel bad and make them feel bad. If I don't talk to them I feel b

      • The most ironic...
        10/18/09
        What is the most ironic? Well, you are conditioned most of your life to not depend on others. To not make those kind of attachments. Then after all of that conditioning to not get help and make connections, you get blasted because you are resisting trying to get help and making that connection.

      • Not just this or that...
        10/04/09
        Thing is, it isn't just what happened after we got home that has me done, though that didn't help. I was already not good when that happened. I wasn't too bad until I woke up in that ICU room with a machine breathing for me that I began my downward spiral.

        I woke up sca

      • Surprised...
        10/02/09
        I often find myself surprised at the number of Facebook friends I have. Even more surprised that most of these people accepted my request (though I am sure many regret it now) and just astonished at home many have actually sent a friend request to me.

        Many of these people have spoken of

      • How are you supposed to feel?
        10/02/09
        So you think that you are starting to get you life together, then all of the sudden things fall apart. You get very, very sick. So sick in fact that you come closer to losing your life than maybe you have ever before and you have come close before. Your mind races trying to figure out what is going

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