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      • What if...
        07/27/09
        So, what happens if something happens to Dad... Right now I can not be by myself and I don't believe that I can afford a full-time live in care giver. So I have the following options as I see it:

        1. Live with my sister either here or in Aurora.
        2. Sign over my assets to my s

      • Wish
        07/26/09
        I just wish someone would tell me what I have done to deserve all that has happened.

      • Given Up
        07/24/09
        Yeah, I have pretty much given up. I seem to be putting up a pretty good front but deep down inside and I am still lost, confused, sad, angry, and disappointed. I am really starting to have those feelings again but unlike last time when I did tell someone... This time I won't. It caused way

      • :-(
        07/18/09
        :-(

      • One sided...
        07/17/09
        Okay yes I am doing it again. I am seconded guess myself.

        Thing is I realized how one sided this has been. One sided in that fact that my side is getting heard but not the other side. Fact is, I would love to hear the other side. That is basically what I think could have helped me d

      • Self esteem...
        07/17/09
        Well all in all it was a pretty good day. Dad and I did have a little tension this morning. (He wants to sharpen my brand new kitchen knives because he doesn't like how the are designed. Usually when he sharpens a knife I either have to spend hours resharpening it correctly or throw it away..

      • What is left...
        07/16/09
        Maybe that should be who is left? OR Who cares? Thing is I don't know what or who is left or if anybody cares either. I am not saying that people don't care about me. I am just saying I think everybody is done with this but me.

        You know, if I look at this from a basic, l

      • Not sure what to call this entry...
        07/15/09
        I feel like I need to write in my blog but I am not sure what to say. It is the evening and I have not had a very good day. Thing is, I usually do okay during the day but it is in the evenings that I seem to go down hill the most. I think it is this time of day that I feel the most alone. I real

      • I can't believe...
        07/14/09
        I can't believe that I would allow myself to fall in love.
        I can't believe that I entertained the idea that a woman could be interested in me.
        I can't believe that I allowed myself to be so hurt by someone.
        I can't believe that I thought that I might have a new fri

      • The end...
        07/08/09
        I am going to start teaching others how to take care of the different websites etc. Then there will be no reason for me continue to be here. Once all of that is passed off, that will be it...

        I am just tired of it all. I am tired of being in pain and tired of being alone. I am tired

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